There's A Reason.

There's a reason why I forwarded it. Its got nothing to do with her or anything like that. I dpn't want that. But if I say that you wouldn't believe me. There's a reason were together, well many reasons but right now i don't think you give two shits about it. Honestly right now you are hurt and pissed and I can understand it. And aside that conversation there was no talk for a couple months, aside it was almost a month ago. You can say I was hiding it and what not and I keep certain things. First off I am lazy and such. Second, there is no reason. I should delete it but honestly I haven't. Why not? I don't know. Pretty sure it doesn't matter right now since I am a piece of shit. If you think that has any reason for how I have been lately or something, it has nothing to do with it.

Honestly there is no reason for it. And I'm not going to defend myself there is no reason to. Pretty much you hate me and with that being said, I love you but I'm sure it doesn't matter.

Does this describe you?

So I just had an interesting conversation with me fiance about gaming...Ironic I know. But she brought up a good question. What game do you have 1000 in that you still play for fun. I came up with maybe 3-4 and she brought it on that I complain about the crap of games that I play and such like that. It just brings up the concept of why do I play for GS. Is it all about the games I play or is there an underlying reason I don't have an answer to on why I play like crap. Its brings up the same dilemma in my head from any other console generation. After you beat the game was there really a reason to go back and play it some more? Or were you one of those that once you beat the game there was no real reason to go back to it?